miss_you silentbob None Of The Above All night restaurant, Norh Kildonan. Luke warm coffee tastes like soap. I trace you outline in spilled sugar, killing time and killing hope. This brand new strip mall chews on farmland as we fish for someone to blame. But we communicate in questions, and all our answers sound the same. Under sputtering flourescents, after re-fills are re-filled. Negotiations at a stand-still, spoon and rolling saucer stilled. If you ask how I got so bitter, I'll ask how you got so vain. And all our questions blur together. The answers always sound the same. We can't look at one another. I'll say something thoughtful soon, but I can't listen to the quiet so I hum this mindless tune I stole from some dumb country-rock star. I don't even know his name. It's like my stupid little questions: the answers always sound the same. Tell me why we sound so lame. Why we communicate in questions and all our answers sound the same. the weakerthans 010304 ... silentbob shit the whole point of that was to have the part before "Tell me why i sound so lame" that says, "Tell me why i have to miss you" get it? get it? tying in the word i'm blathing under? they didn't post that one line... cutting and pasting blues 010304 ... soia don't it make you smile when the sun don't shine? (it don't shine at all) i miss you already i miss you always 010304 ... shai hulud i am withdrawn because i already miss enough people the more i know, the more i will eventually miss 010304 ... moonshi nm Kill me 010305 ... moonshine Kill me, with your I love yous 010305 ... soia I do 010402 ... stupidpunkgirl hey rich... i think that i'm going to miss you. okay...it's only for a month. and i would go on tour with cadiallac blindside too. but still... we're just getting to be good friends. and what are we going to do when we skip school? things change during a month. what's going to happen? and what is kevin going to do when you're gone? he's so protective of you. i think he's afraid that me and meghan will steal you away. so have fun..get drunk..and meet some girls.. just remember...that you have something to come back to 010402 ... dean-bean I miss. You. I miss you all. When I was smaller, dumb--when I thought nhilism was cool (my only consolation that it happens to almost everybody) I told my friends that I wouldn't cry if they died. Now they've all moved away to places I can't go. I haven't seen them. Years. I've moved. I'd cry for them now. I'm almost sure of it. 010402 ... Isaou I'm only going for 4 days, but i'm gonna miss you like hell. No phone, no computer, no contact with the outside world for four days, stuck with my fake friends, instead of you. You. You...you never came back last night, guess that's all I could expect, but still...I never got to say goodbye to You. I never thought I'd fell like this about anyone, thinking about not being able to contact you kills me, cos you're the only person who tells me it's all right. It's all right. It's not alright anymore.. Everything's going to fuck up after this weekend anyway, doubt our relationship will ever be the same. But I want to kiss you, & I want to hear those magical words finally leave your lips, everything is ok. I love you more that you could ever imagine, you are my angel, my godsend, my hero. oxo 070528 ... bird I woke up again missing you I didn't want to wake up from my dreams made of TV shows even when I was being pursued and attacked but here I am wishing I had a coffee shop job in a quieter city walking around with you 080818 ... unhinged my heart aches with the missing. always the missing. 080818 ... nom i miss you 080819 ... leahcar always 120313 ... gja So that on the odd occasion I don’t – well then - I miss the missing. 120313 ... Risen That's the only problem. Everything that is us is so entangled, so many strings in knots, a ball of things that cannot be unravelled. I miss you. I miss my best friend. But I can never see her again. Not if I want her to be happy. Not if I want to keep it clean. Not if I want to do the right thing. Be the right person. Be Rudolf. Aye, there's the rub... 130416 ... unhinged you weren't honest with me you used me you never cared to ask me (at this point don't_ask i don't want to share) but my heart is broken and i need a hug then again you don't like to hug 130416 ... FauxGrr Chances we never took still haunt me now Knowing we both felt it, but never said Lingering glances across crowded rooms Every almost-moment left unsaid Quite sure you felt it too, but I f-ed it up Under different stars, we might have been last time I gave up on you, then you appeared i stumbled and failed you hopeless i am giving up again. 250219 what's it to you? who go blather from