it_took_a_lot_to_get_up_and_write_this - I'm nothing. congrats. I want something...today was a drunk blur...and I want someone to love. I've played the scene time and time again...but I'll never do it. It's just for my own "amusement." None of my "problems" are that serious anyway. And still, though I know that many people have it worse than me...I still hate my lonliness. The fact that I refuse to be greatful for the friends that I do have only makes me feel worse. Or maybe I'm overanalyzing all this. I just want a pretty girl. 060913 what's it to you? who go blather from