ad_hoc Death of a Rose and into the abyss I fall. 060822 ... birdmad and fiery falling fell (i hear and understand) 060823 ... stork daddy the only way anything is ever figured out ever. 060823 ... beulahry ad hoc? pad lock. bad luck. bad fuck. fad fuck. fuck up. up chuck. chug up. drug up. sip cup. piss cup. fists up. so what? say what? what say? pay one day. some way. just wait. water waded. night wasted. spit tasted. inebriated. kind of jaded. and sedated. under rated. unabated. fish baited. hated fish. hated kitsch. isn't this? stupid twist. spotty list. shotty miss. shitty hit. not hip. cracked lip. acid trip. round trip. out strip. vegas strip. bargain chip. hard whip. hard on head. on the bed. unwed. undead. under-read. out bred. muttered dread. buttered bread. cancer spread. enter meds. sterile beds. best bets. test strip. potato chip. iv drip and bathroom trip. nevermind. 060918 what's it to you? who go blather from