30_second_misery not myself and it all comes down to this the awkward hello and screaming silence i can't help but to choke even if its one of those fake chokes just to leave and be capable of a conversation maybe next time or never i wanted to fall in love again or maybe it was just a romantic idea so i smiled and scribbled out the reasons why i hate you in my head- the grand finale turn from your familiar scent and familiar eyes of our 30 second misery everything was over even though it had never really begun 020522 what's it to you? who go blather from