sometimes_i_live REAListic optimIST sometimes i live most times i don't but living is dying and tears choke my throat. the instant we're born we start to die and i want to know before i say goodbye when death comes upon us do we start to live? is that when all of the barriers give? what place do we go to after we die - is it a place i can visit with my mind's searching eye? i want to take life and hold it by its throat cause sometimes i live but most times i don't. fall, 1992 031125 ... stork daddy "in the country, sometimes i go to town, sometimes i get the notion, to jump in the river and drown" - goodnight irene 031125 ... fetal_musings and sometimes i cry 031125 ... birdmad most of the time, though, i just sort of exist 031126 ... x and other times i hear tyler in my head shouting "just LET GO" 031126 ... marla singer slide. 031126 what's it to you? who go blather from