the_4_in_the_room
jennifer
'
if
I
don't
make
it
known
that
/
I've
loved
you
all
along
/
just
like
the
sunny
days
that
/
we
ignore
because
/
we're
all
dumb
and
jaded
/
and
I
hope
to
god
I
figure
out
/
what's
wrong'
(scribblings
in
the
bathroom
before
the
flood
)
what
happened
?
what
just
happened
?
I
take
4
shots
(
or
was
it
3
?)
of
wild
turkey
and
I
cry
a
lot
(
with
reason
,
but
not
knowing
why
reason
has
come
to
me
today
)
but
it's
cool
dave
says
"
focus
on
the
beautiful
things
"
and
I
say
there
aren't
a
lot
of
beautiful
things
in
my
life
dave
: "
are
you
soley
gay
?"
no
(
then
)
he
(leans
over
and
)
kisses
me
.
full
into
it
"
you
are
my
friend
,
and
always
you
shall
be
"
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from