slow_realization pushpins its sinking in weights tied to my greasy wings. the pain kills my hopes; they come hurtling down. land amid the solid disapointment the masochistic euphoria. slow realization: you never cared. 020109 ... lost i just realized something. i have been blathing for more than a year now. 020109 ... PHIL hate 040625 ... birdmad too slow, even. by the time i realize anything it's already too late. 040626 ... . . 050304 ... camille I'm trapped on this planet with pad paper and pencil blueprint blather words way of escape with words i can experience BARAKA http://www.spiritofbaraka.com/slideshow.aspx?width=480&height=208&image=images/baraka/fullsize/Baraka0007.jpg 050305 what's it to you? who go blather from