burnt_by_the_sun silentbobfuckyou A Single Second Oh my God! My God this can't be happening! God tell me, tell me this isn't real! i can't believe all that i have foreseen is finally happening. i cannot for a single second stand the way i feel. i always knew. i always saw it coming. Enveloped now, encased by my worst fear. i've never felt the nausea of longing to feel nothing, i never wanted to cease to exist, just disappear. Fear memories are all that lie ahead. Never have I felt so lost. Memories dull my senses. Fear tragedy is all that lies ahead. Never have I felt so dead. Once felt so warm, no i'm fucking freezing. i am the once embraced abandoned one. i raised my eyes up to the light in hopes of finding healing; no relief was mine, i was burnt, by the sun. this is exactly how i am feeling right now 010710 ... digitalisman the velocity dream speeding to the light fasterfasterfaster but i'm standing still (nothing left in the space where i stand) my shadow cast in ash like a sihouette against the horizon (all will settle in time, hold fast) 010710 ... rollins The beautiful scarred ones went all over the land, setting buildings on fire and breaking clocks. All structures became an endangered species. Time was destroyed. real life rose to power. they became true gods immediately. 010907 ... quotree "There's no need to speak. We will communicate by touch and instinctual expression. We don't need words. We're well past that now. It's our destiny to be born beautiful into an ugly age. We breath e life in the face of Death's high command. It is your animal ghrace that keeps me alive. It is your feral eyes and taut skin that bring my veins to the surface. You are beautiful like demolition. Just the thought of you draws my knuckles white. I don't need a god. I have you and your beautiful mouth, your hands holding on to me, the nails leaving unfelt wounds, your hot breath on my neck. The taste of your saliva. The darkness is ours. The night belongs to us. Everything we do is secret. Nothing we do will ever be understood, rather feared and kept well away from. It will be the stuff of legend, tall tale and endless inspiration for the brave of heart. It's you and me in this room, on this floor. Beyond life, beyond morality. We are gleaming animals painted the color of moonlit sweat glow. Our eyes turn to jewels, and everything we do is an example of spontaneous perfection. I have been waiting all my life to be with you. My heart slams against my ribs when I think of hte slaughtered nights I spent all over the world waiting to feel your tough. THe time I annihilated while I waited like a man doing a life sentence. Now you're here and everything we tougch explodes, bursts into bloom, or turns to ash. History atomizes and negates itself with every shared breath. I need you like life needs life. I want you bad, like a natural disaster. You are all that I see. You are the only one I want to know." -H. Rollins, from "Solopsist" 020225 ... birdmad icarus versus helios 020226 ... rollins See Also: " You " 020226 what's it to you? who go blather from