i'll_try lou_la_belle i'll try this once again being who i was i'll try to remember the things i used to say, the beliefs i had, the people i loved... i know it'll hurt i've been trying so hard to move on forget push it into the past but as i've been struggling to 'find myself' i think that maybe just maybe i was here all along that this really IS me and while things are changing everywhere that doesn't mean i have to try and change who i am or look for things in myself that just aren't there or even hide the things i don't really like this is who i am and that is gonna take a bit of getting used to but i'll try... 041101 ... nom) to write at the library 051004 what's it to you? who go blather from