i_don't_want_my_happiness_to_be_dependant_on_chemi Twitch my view's constantly changing... My sense of touch is also a bit out of whack. (coulda had something to do with the effexor i snorted like a month ago...No need for anyone to point out that it was a mistake.) through all this...ive found that happiness can just be a few chemicals inside you...(and how can you control that?) there has to be something deeper... I mean..."I" can feel bad, or "I" can feel good...but there's still an "I" in the equation. It's the one unchanging variable. If I (or anyone) could get that part of me to be happy...it would make everthing so much nicer. 051207 what's it to you? who go blather from