first_tears
fyn gula
You
were
told
your
scraggly siamese
had
an
incurable
disease
.
your
first
tears
splashed
on
the
cold
metal
table
in
the
antiseptic veternarian's
office
.
a
sound
if
you
could
hear
it
like
the
first
note
of
a
requiem
.
but
hope
always
coursed
through
your
river
of
veins
like
a
sturdy
ship
with
billowing
sails
.
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...
unhinged
they
have
a
picture
,
i
haven't
seen
it
in
a
long
time
,
when
i
was
in
the
incubator
with
the
needles
and
tubes
all
sticking
out
of
me
.
red
in
the
face
,
tears
streaming
down
my
ugly
newborn
cheeks
,
those
were
probably
close
to
the
first
tears
i
ever
cried
.
010811
...
done
in
your
favour
ended
the
trial
and
of
it
all
remains
a
thief
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...
magicforest
amazing
fyn
gula
031101
...
In_Bloom
My
Grandfather's
face
each
year
when
we'd
have
to
part
Those
tears
would
shake
me
for
weeks
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go
blather
from