eternity_in_the_making deb this week you seem somehow farther away... somehow my heart aches immensely more than usual for you~ and though the very anticipation of your return demands dimpled grins, knowing you can't stay takes the glamour from it all- and while i can't wait to see you; hold you, i still find myself crying over pictures of us because we can't truly be together yet- this hole in my heart; this gaping tear in my soul festers while waiting... waiting for you to finally make me whole once more- i can see you on the horizon, teary eyed and reaching for me, and though i see you, you are still achingly too far from me 010325 what's it to you? who go blather from