broken_plans
girl_jane and I felt that tear that
you didn't want go down that
cheek that
you want to touch

a tickling tear,
but not a happy tear-

a tickling,
mocking,
teasing
tear

that reminds me
why I made myself stop
getting stupid
over boys

you made me
forget

and I'm not sure if I
regret
that or not

you confuse me

I know you're not
trying to

but please stop
fucking
with my head

perhaps
you don't realize

some people
have their heads and hearts
attached to the
same body

I've given you
way too much
power over me

and I shouldn't have
given you that
tear
that tickled
my cheek


(09/19/02)
020924
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