boredom_eating_me_alive CheapVodka alone afraid unhappy scared sad sick sic cold falling colorless where is everyone never ever sever Brad Pitt Fight_Club American_History_X Edward Norton music:: Descendents sadly...making depression worse much worse loathing i don't know what i'm talking about..it's 4:36am and i'm all alone wandering mind work in 3 and a half hours shhh...i'm huntin' wabbits 020110 ... sara so bored. so sick. i hate this feeling. i hate the feeling of having nothing and to do and i feel worthless. maybe because i am. i sure hope not. 021230 ... girl_jane I should be studying...but I really don't want to. 031117 ... karl the weed me too... or sleeping 031117 what's it to you? who go blather from