as_time_becomes_distance
birdmad
i
was
going
to
ramble
on
a
bit
about
my
mother
,
today
being
10
years
and
about
an
hour
or
so
since
the
day
she
died
a
bit
of
praise
and
a
bit
of
scorn
to
dovetail neatly
with
the
lingering
swirl
of
love
and
ambivalence
i
hold
in
my
heart
for
her
memory
.
so
in
all
honesty
,
i
don't
need
my
insurance
company
to
underwrite
repeated
visits
to
some
overpaid
pill
dispenser
to
tell
me
that
i
have
issues
with
my
mother
and
father
and
there
aren't
platitudes
or
pills
enough
to
give
me
the
chance
to
resolve
these
things
with
either
of
them
directly
051018
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from