and_suddenly_ive_run_out_of_time sab and ive been promising for years to go visit her and now shes comming back and i never managed to get over there. and its not that i stayed that im feeling terrible for i made the right choices and ive had a lovely time ...well, some of the time but the fact that i promised her i would go something for years and years i promised her and now im jsut about out of time to act on that promise makes me jsut as bad as the boy who broke my heart for continually promising things and never comming through and 14 months later im still doing it to other people and thats jsut about done me in today 040428 ... minnesota_chris it's really hard to pull out of your life, and start doing the things you should be doing. For most people, most of the time, it is impossible. 040429 what's it to you? who go blather from