and_she_says_good_like_she_means_it sab i ring her and before i start, i ask her how shes doing [its a polite nothing, it's an ettiquete game that we all play] and she says "good", like she really means it and my heart soars with joy which jsut depresses me further. yeah, today im not so sure that i am standing tall 040802 ... unhinged 'maybe i shouldn't bother anymore' 'bother with what?' 'calling you.' 'that's absoultely fine with me.' click 040802 ... unhinged i say it like i mean it, but still everyday an increasingly smaller part of me knows that it was just a lie the day i got rid of him. i miss the feelings but not the person that stirred them. sorry_but i'm afraid that no one ever will stir them again. 040804 what's it to you? who go blather from