all_these_things Caxton I miss you I hurt for you I'm trying to be the best for you I'm letting it go to you I'm trying for you I'm kindling to you These embers to you I'm looking at you I'm smiling at you I'm missing you I'm tortured by you I'm falling for you Harder for you I'm writing to you I'm living for you I'm greiving for you I'm breathing for you I'm dying for you I'm glowing for you I'm beginning for you I'm ending it for you never wanted you never should have missed you never should have hurt for you never should have tried to be best never should have let it go to you never should have tried for you never should have kindled for you never should have looked at you never should have smiled at you never should have to miss you never should have been tortured by you never should have fallen for you never should have wrote to you never should have lived for you never should have grieved for you never should have breathed for you never should have died for you never should have glowed for you never should have begun it for you always i will end it for you never should have let you in my...life I hope the best happens for you and Becca.......I hope you love her as much as you loved me.......... 040630 ... my_life_is this. meow. 190817 what's it to you? who go blather from