at_the_seams
suicidalchinadoll on the fringes
in and around each stitch
straining to break free of its resting place

to be broken
worn
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Symphonic I try to bridge across this tearing chasm, holding on with fingernails dug in, straining in the pressure of your overload.

Would it be better to just let you break and get it over with?

Because then at least I would be ready to help you piece yourself back together.
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Syrope afraid to start crying alone
afraid to finish crying with someone there



in my mind, you're saying things i never thought you'd say. hurtful things. the best way to avoid hurting me is to keep me from hurting myself
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asdfasdfasdfasdfa they're tearing the seems of this forest..turning it into this subdivided stupid subdivision . stupid stupid. 050428
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from