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notme as a child, when thoughts about my own funeral would go through my head, besides thinking about whether or not anyone would weepingly attend, i would ask myself "will it be affordable for my family? how much will they have to spend?" 040210
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n o m it's awful now that this comes up,
when we're fighting and i try to explain
i have enough pressure on my plate
to try to make a living

just because i can have some peace
does not mean i do not worry
or that i will be fine
i still can't afford anything
i can't afford to help my family
i can't afford my own or anyone's funeral
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Tourist I`m so broke I can`t pay attention. 120723
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