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birdmad poke holes in my skin, paint flowers around the wounds and see what the hummingbirds do 020619
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psychoabe damn you, damn you's all to HELL!!!!! Yes i'm talking to the tiny, microscopic cells in my body at this very moment that have SUGAR attached to their dumbasses. fuck, you dont know what feeling like shit feels like till you've had a high blood-sugar

FYI- high bloodsugar means your sugar in the bloodstream. Normal ppl have 60-90's. Diabetics have about 70-150. Anything above is usually a high bs, SOOOOO to break it down, i have some highs that are in the 400's, and some that are even in the fucking 700's. So yea FUCK YOU PANCREAS grrrrr 0.o
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psychobabe damn you, damn you's all to HELL!!!!! Yes i'm talking to the tiny, microscopic cells in my body at this very moment that have SUGAR attached to their dumbasses. fuck, you dont know what feeling like shit feels like till you've had a high blood-sugar

FYI- high bloodsugar means your sugar in the bloodstream. Normal ppl have 60-90's. Diabetics have about 70-150. Anything above is usually a high bs, SOOOOO to break it down, i have some highs that are in the 400's, and some that are even in the fucking 700's. So yea FUCK YOU PANCREAS grrrrr 0.o
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IKC 56-80 i remember reading birdmad's entries about hitting somewhere over 700 and ending up in the hospital

http://blather.newdream.net/k/ketoacidosis.html

i guess he wasn't too far wrong when he joked about being an alien with acid for blood

a bunch of my family on my dad's side is diabetic and one of my aunts ended up in the hospital last year with the same thing. so i'm always paranoid about stuff like that

right now though i am feeling a little depressed and a sugar binge sounds reaaaaaaaly goooood
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wicker man normal blood sugar =

70/80 to 110/120 mg/dL

borderline diabetic
120- 125 mg/dL

Full scale diabetic
126 mg/dL and above

increased danger of neuropathy and retinopathy [nerve and eye damage] begins if levels are consistant at or above approximately
180 mg/dL

ketoacidosis risk becomes high at 220 mg/dL

risk of diabetic coma is high at and above 500 mg/dL

warning signs of prolonged high blood sugar episodes include frequent urination (signs of definite problem include urine that dries sticky and or smells like diesel fumes - the unpleasant smell is the signature of ketones - see a doctor)

hunger, lack of energy, rapid weight-loss (like birdmad droppping 60+ pounds in just under 3 months)

distorted vision, numbness in the extremities (arms, legs)

my grandmother was diabetic

when i was thinking about going pre-med, i wanted to be an endocrinologist
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spades41 my blood sugar is low. my vampire grandmother tells me i should drink more hen's blood, but i know she's just trying to fool me. i'm one fourth vampire, and refuse to face my heritage. 021119
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Freak i have low blood sugar... it makes me sleepy. 021119
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birdmad hah, i started this blathe on the day i was diagnosed, six days later i was in the hospital being IV bagged full of insulin and electrolytes.

i think the days when my blood was acidic etched marks into my soul
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psychobabe heh, this rules, finally i have some people who know wtf i'm talking about.

The feeling of being on a sugar binge may be great but blah, in the end you just feel like suuch shit. That weird feeling of smelling the acid in you suxz huh?
I prefer the lows myself, at least then you dont feel sick to your stomach, just really shakey, or whatnot. I get shakey, sweaty, confused and shit. Heh its kinda funny cuz if you put anything with sugar in it, even nasty shit like pure sugar, i'll down the stuff. Anything to get me back up.

but yes, feels good to have fellow diabetics m/-_-m/
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