fumes
raze
how
about
this
haze
,
she
said
.
they
say
it's
the
same
as
smoking
a
cigarette
every
hour
.
and
i
remembered
the
first
two
cylinders
i
took
into
my
lungs
.
the
head
rush
,
the
afterburn
,
and
the
crash
that
came
when
the
wonder
wore
off
.
i
remembered
too
the
few
i
smoked
when
i
was
old
enough
to
buy
a
pack
of
my
own
.
the
ones
that
were
inhaled
in
anger
and
did
nothing
but
burn
my
throat
and
leave
me
smelling
of
rancid
herbs.
at
least
back
then
i
was
doing
it
to
myself
.
now
we're
all
woven
together
by
this
thick
summer
mist
,
held
hostage
by
the
whims
of
distant
wildfires
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from