involuntary_ascetism birdmad the open doors close just before i can step through the water evaporates as i raise the cup to drink just a blank hallucination in a forest of illusions 040514 ... thieums I used to be an involuntary ascet. Now that I have a girlfriend, I find myself in the position of being an involuntary ordinary person... I wonder what I'll become next... 070415 ... rubydee always catches me off_guard this time of year each peach pear plum i spy tom_thumb forgetting_to_eat? starvation before the harvest sacrifice of the self for the good_of_the_whole 070415 ... rubydee voluntary_ascetism veritable tintinnabulation spring_cohorts arise splendidly clad feasting the_buds_of_may swell differentiation of crickets peepers blur croak plop earth stretches abhorred by beauty slumber stoned subdued resting yet restless sapless wain distracted 170418 what's it to you? who go blather from