home_movies Ouroboros somewhere at home is nine hours of footage he filmed of himself as he beat his skinny body with a riding crop till he bled. cold showers. 3 hours of sleep. writing. drawing. yeates, keates, shelley. forced therapy. antidepressants, antipsychotics, mood stabilizers. "it was an existential crisis" he says. 060510 ... Ouroboros it was more like; eating cereal or cold soup, 3 hours writing, 3 hours drawing, 3 hours sleep, cold shower, high school, home to start again 060510 ... Ouroboros i touch the small scars that mark up his smooth skin in the moments of our pleasure i run my hands across his back and wonder 060514 ... megan do i look pretty daddy i can't stay on the beam and my legs look like rails but do i look pretty? 060514 what's it to you? who go blather from