dreamers_often_lie deb sometimes it feels like i'm going to wake up any minute and realize that this is all a dream: my engagement to the guy of my dreams, the strained, disillousionment of it all- i am going to be MARRIED in 2 months and a week. MARRIED and it's not sinking in. not even when i'm in the dress, playing with my hair- not even when i'm fiddling with that gorgeous ring i cannot yet wear- not when i'm crying in a heap upon this bed of mine, you on the phone, me trying to STILL pretent "it's not such a big deal, i can do this" 010605 ... Picasso Art is the lie that shows us the truth 100430 what's it to you? who go blather from