don't_suffer Tess i do not know why you suffer and am desperate to show you that brilliant brilliant light shining. 000107 ... Silent Bob I'm always suffering. There was a time when i thought maybe deep down and psychologically i got off on it... but i know i don't now. At first it was from being too young. Then it was from being too clumpy looking. Then it was from wanting it so much but never finding it. And now its from having it but not REALLY having it because its so far away that i cant have it when i want it. I miss you 000615 ... birdmad and he lectures me about MY angst. 000615 ... MollyGoLightly *snicker* 000616 what's it to you? who go blather from