happy shai hulud Either genuine or through manufacture and chemistry the speeding red amphetamine upper body of Jesus christ transubstatiation prozac smile beatified 010205 ... silentbob chef 010303 ... pralines&cream right now i feel ... that to be happy is to be beautiful (as in: thin body, perfect face, bouncy shiny hair, lots and lots of sex appeal) that will make me happy. 020306 ... Miffey sex appeal will make someone else happy, I'm sure. Would someone else being happy by looking at you make you happy? 020306 ... pralines&cream yes, someone else being happy by looking at me would definitely make me happy. Unfortunatly, I don't believe that people get happy by looking at fat people, only glad that it's not them. Therefore, I strive to be the epitome of the social definition of beauty. I want to make guys drool and make girls jealous. 020307 ... chanaka sushi bounces 020307 ... ecco happiness is for ignorant people 021212 ... Cicero Give me a sword, a shield, a dragon and a princess and I'll be happy. Because life is much harder. And the only thing I'm getting out of it for sure is wisdom. I should have trusted myself. I knew all along that I was less unhappy by myself. 030101 ... lotuseater have you ever been mellow have you ever tried? have you ever been happy just to hear a song? 030604 ... mon uow and sad_too 050328 ... Bespeckled If happiness is fulfillment, if happiness is joy, if happiness is pleasure, mirth, laughter on a daily basis, feeling good about yourself, getting a regular does of sand between your toes, feeling comfortable in your skin and in your clothes, falling and knowning that love will catch you no matter where you stumble, having that effect on others that once others had on you, feeling like everything is generally going right, I am happy beyond words. But could happiness be knowing what you want, and knowing how to get it, and having it, holding it in your hands, feeling it in your veins, identifying what not only feeds your needs but your wants, and knowing how and when to find it, never doubting that what makes you happy now is actually hurting you compared to what you could have, searcing for any hint of doubt and not finding it? Well, I may still have some questions to answer if that's what it means to be happy. 060701 ... nom happy when i'm sad when i'm happy 061005 ... nom there are moments i am happy my apartment sounds with joy 070415 ... nom i can be happy 080813 ... n o m e e when the bus arrived, saving me 101027 ... nr i don't think i know how to be this. things and people and wants are always fleeting. 161101 ... nr wow, almost exactly a year ago, and nothing's changed. i wonder how many people consider themselves this. 171103 ... epitome of incomprehensibility I was running through the backyard, trailing a ball attached to a rope attached to a stick that Shiloh the dog was chasing. The thought: "Hey, I'm happy right now!" Not that I'm necessarily unhappy otherwise. But that seemed like a particularly happy moment. Especially with the welcome breeze. 220723 ... epitome of incomprehensibility I'm glad not to be as bombarded with assignments as before. I also got to see my friend Julia today and catch_up. See, I'd been letting busy-ness keep me from getting in_touch with friends, and I'm glad I went and did something about that. She paid for supper. I paid for a man's sandwich later, in the little metro-stop cafe. He'd been asking for someone to buy him food. Pay it forward, without a convolutedly sappy story. Plain words. Ordinary things. But it's pleasant to bask in ordinary contentment, like the warmth of the hello-it's-actually-spring sun. 240327 ... e_o_i I forgot I'd written here with the long name before. It seems my happiness correlates with the moderation of temperatures: coolness in the summer and warmth in the cold months. 240327 what's it to you? who go blather from