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gratitude
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nr
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here's an attempt
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220109
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... |
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nr
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for sunsets
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220109
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nr
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for this space
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220109
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nr
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for my vibraphone
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220109
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nr
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for wordplay
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220109
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nr
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for humour
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220109
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nr
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for the legalization of weed
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220109
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nr
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for creativity
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220109
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unhinged
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for the abundance revealed to me when i take the time to look
not my default mode
thanks to my neurological disposition
but
all the goddess_whispering
i've been doing
for the past couple years
has shifted me
so instead of being
totally mired in the gloom
of current circumstances
i can look at
the past four months
as proof
that the kind of man i want
is definitely out there
now maybe
the mother
will send one to me
who is actually available
now that i know
what to look for
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220110
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tender_square
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for not slipping on the ice patch i didn't see on the sidewalk
for a therapist who understands me
for crab-stuffed wontons in all their warm, cheesy pocket-ness
for a felted bunny that comforts me on difficult days
for a conversation that feels like it has never ended, even after we say goodnight
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220110
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kerry
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(an activity i should do more intentionally, more often)
books in the mail- to and from
night showers and clean sheets
as many cups of tea as i like
"this reminded me of you"
mood lighting
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220110
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tender_square
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for my blather friends, who have all reached out to offer me support in trying times. i love you so much.
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220115
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epitome of incomprehensibility
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Aw, thanks! And gratitude to you all, for this writing space.
Gratitude also to Lia, for comforting me when I felt anxious and making me laugh.
To David, for sending me a Valentine's card filled with encouragement for me pursuing goals - for also detailing the memories of our first meeting, our first-date-in-retrospect, and other moments.
Fuck, I don't deserve this. (And I apparently think I sound less sappy if I swear.)
Or: I WILL deserve this, if I give back some good Christian karma, which my dream kaballah says is halal to do.
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220218
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e_o_i
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I feel like I've been complaining too much lately, so here are two things that for me have been relatively easy/un-bad:
-exams (most of them)
-period cramps (hardly ever "cramps," more often vague discomfort)
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220831
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tender_square
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to my neighbours who shoveled my sidewalk when i was out of town.
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221225
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raze
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it grows in the strangest places. sometimes it takes a bit of ugliness to remind you how much beauty there is, and how fortunate you are to be alive to witness it, even on your worst days.
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230516
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what's it to you?
who
go
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blather
from
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