rubbing_alcohol squint the rubbing alcohol sting indicates I am finally clean this dirt that I know lies within maybe rubbing alcohol is taking it away at last and while I become so sterile and so sanitary I can find my sanity in what I do its only natural to clean the cuts once their natural pain has dulled, its only natural don't want to risk infection and yet maybe its wrong that i smile from the clean pain engraved into my face, this cotton ball has been bouncing too harshly for too long and the normalcy of the cleansing ritual is fading with each swipe... 020709 ... squint with each NEUROTIC* swipe. (wish i could go back and edit seamlessly. alas blather is a permanent deal) 020709 what's it to you? who go blather from