i_want_to_be_better anne3345 Egotistic, narcissistic, self indulgent mind fuck. Regression, suppression, depression at its finest. Mutilate, masturbate, anything so I don't think. Confusion, seclusion, get the hell away from me. Pay attention to me please; you're everything i want to be, but i want to be better. I'll never be better. Inside, outside, upside down; my mind just goes around and round. I want to be better, but I'll never be better. Disgusting, mistrusting, so lucky to be near you. Suicidal, denial, you have everything I want. Silence, violence, I hate you 'cause I envy you. Profanity, insanity, I like you 'cause you're you. I wish that I was just like you: funny, interesting, and pretty, too, but I want to be better. I'll never be better. Attention seeking solitude, I truly don't mean to be rude. I want to be better, but I'll never be better. 061213 what's it to you? who go blather from