for_fear_of Borealis losing you..so soon.. FUCK! I hate needing you to call me back.. I hate doubting your intentions.. especially now.. not now.. 040725 ... Twist9 all things that are and were, never meaning harm but always striving towards entropy and the endless chaos that is the end, though maybe space-time is a spiral, or even a helix. What then? 060502 ... ego hum death... of self 221120 ... dafremen That's the BIG fear, isn't it? What's worse than being pointless? Discovering our nonexistence. Pyramids and bronze plaques are global testaments to our common denial of that reality. 221121 what's it to you? who go blather from