every_now_and_then karl the weed ...something comes forth from my mind that isnt just random ramblings or crap. 031020 ... pipedream and the realisation that i can actually produce meaningful something redeems me, gives me faith, carries me on. i am worth it, i know, but sometimes i need proof. 031020 ... Death of a Rose beautiful people emerge from blue. 031021 ... Syrope i think i see you or hear your voice or expect to find myself welcomed into your arms when i roll over in bed but its just blankets, and pillows and clothes and papers. god it's so disappointing 031022 ...   i have delusions of adequacy 031022 ... Death of a Rose fragile things are broken and reglued 040328 what's it to you? who go blather from