big_mess stork daddy i go to my car to smoke a cigarette because my room is a mess and i need a break from it. i feel sick all the time. have the sins of the past caught up with me? my car is a mess too. i sit in the car. i'd like to drive it somewhere but it has a flat and i have no time to fix it. got to wait for the weekend. i should spend some time with my family, maybe that girl i promised. also that paper is due. and i said i'd eat dinner with my friend. i also have to coach all day saturday. i pick up a coke can i had left in the car, feels like there's something left. cigarette butts. fuck. 050211 ... marked . 050212 what's it to you? who go blather from