swimming_in_and_out_of_the_void Photophobe is my heart. Poised on the brink of something I can't reason out. I'm trying to think myself through, but my clarity has been replaced by restlessness and swollen glands. I think I've worked past my block - I'm working on a song once again, so a little piece has fallen back into place. But where did I get so far off track? I don't even know what on track is anymore. I read my past thoughts, and they are alien to me. But my eyes are blue again, and my head is up. Bracing myself a little less each day, I step out. 020727 ... farmfish best wishes. 020727 ... Photophobe Glowing thanks. 020728 ... phil today 020729 ... blown cherry new_world 020803 ... Piso Mojado cripplingly low self-esteem the cramp in my side 041001 what's it to you? who go blather from