today_needs_help_and_tommorrow_will_need_more sabbie i lay in bed last night awake and waiting. the insane wind smashed a branch across my window all night squealing and scratching and desperate to come inside. screaming nightmares of me in bed in my room and paralysed and screamingscreamingscreaming the world is not impressed with us. i got up this morning, feeling like shit after being awake most of the night, to discover my kitchen was blood red it took me a minute to work out it was from the rising sun today is not a pleasent day. 030318 what's it to you? who go blather from