its_almost_two stork daddy and i haven't gone to sleep yet. i have class at 9, and i can't be groggy if they call on me. i feel like giving up sometimes, but i suppose then i wouldn't be able to buy me sainted mither a condo in hawaii. and in the back of my mind i still believe i have a fatal disease somehow and won't live past 25. these are all pretty childish complexes really, but they've got all the basics of the most nuanced world-view covered, so i suppose i can't hate myself too much. 040930 what's it to you? who go blather from