i_was_afraid_this_moment_would_come oh eyelashes clinging tightly to eachother wet and smoking cigarettes after mascara a discarded pair of yellow rubber gloves gooseflesh fingers still entwined in suds a wooden drawer pulled out dangerously peering with concern at its lover below i am haunted by loneliness 050818 ... grendel joy_division "passover" 050818 ... emmi strange that so many people are haunted by something so easy to cure. or is it? 060704 ... pSyche you can't cure loneliness... it devours you... Alone_in_the_crowd. 060705 ... In_Bloom This is the crises I knew had to come Destroying the balance I'd kept Turning around to the next set of lies Wondering what will come next *yeah!* 080826 what's it to you? who go blather from