apparently_my_scars_arnt_enough so fucking lost why the fuck do i have to cause them in those around me? 031027 ... Freak someone else's life was and is always worse than mine making my reason to be depressed invalid. 031027 ... Death of a Rose yes, that is true to a degree. but even though "we" may have everything, "we" put the mind walls up and become bleak inward spirals, our gaze never looking up and out, just in and down. "we" convince ourselves that we are the only ones suffering this pathos. 031028 what's it to you? who go blather from