and_here_am_i karyn Why do I see him everywhere? 080809 ... karyn brokenhearted? Alone? Not really. I still see him everywhere. I still want him most of the time. Despite having dry spells where I can convince myself that I am finally getting over him. I need to keep up a constant vigil. A constant guard all along the watchtower, otherwise he just slips right in. He doesn't even mean to. I just can't help loving that man. 091128 ... karyn Waiting for this practicum to be over. I don't want to be here. I am trying to be motivated, but it isn't working. I don't want to be here. Get me out of here, God... Please. 100322 ... unhinged boxed_up tarnished lonely echoing_thought 100322 ... thieums And here am I Shooting small time away? 130326 what's it to you? who go blather from