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"
make
use
of
your
lonliness
,"
my
reliable
uncle
bumblebee
told
me
the
day
we
were
making
cider
at
grandfather
smitty's
farm
in
st
.
martin
.
it
was
windy
as
hell's
full
cheeks
and
colored
leaves
slapped
us
in
the
face
.
"
if
you
are
alone
,
take
the
time
you
need
to
replace
what
was
lost
."
we
set
crates
of
apples
down
to
the
soft
ground
,
muddy
from
an
all
day
rain
.
"
release
your
new
self
from
your
old
self
,"
he
said
,
trying
to
light
a
cigarette
and
failing
miserably
.
i
snickered
to
myself
.
bumblebee
was
an
old
hippy
who
used
to
read
books
to
me
when
i
was
five
.
now
he
introduces
me
to
artists
like
kojo griffin
whose
most
powerful
images
are
the
most
ambiguous
.
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