megan i shouldn't have gone to those awards

it just makes me feel like i'm striving toward the wrong goal or something
like whatever i turned in was turned down and spat upon
(i'm sure that didn't happen, but it's my fear)

i get really good grades. but i don't think that my work is above average.

maybe i'm just not cut out for creative writing. poetry seems to be kicking me while i'm down.
pete one more day of class, the classes in two courses, the honours project, and two take home exams and then it's over. 070331
what's it to you?
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