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kyla "Go far; come near;
You still must be
The centre of your own small mystery...

Ah, when clocks stop, and no-more-time begins,
My he who gave the flower
Its matchless hour,
And you the power
To win the love that only loving wins,
Have mercy on your miseries and your sins."
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pralines&cream and if you decide to love me
I'll gladly take you back again
and i'll pretend that all the bad things
had never really been.

I'll turn my face from what you've done
and see only what you will,
because I crave and long for you,
and ever whisper, touch and chill.

I love too strongly to let my mind
let my heart be hurt.
I lust too strongly to let my body
pause while my heart is burnt.

If you want me back,
I will pretend
that you've always been good to me

and if i pretend,
will you love me again?
And promise to love only me?
020224
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blown cherry He's too strong to pretend.
I'm too weak to promise.
020225
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birdmad the talking hand puppet from the neighborhood of pretend 020225
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carne de metal I like to pretend I am a cowboy or a sailor; mostly a cowboy though. 020225
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misstree let us dance with masks a bit, and we shall see whose is the prettier. 020225
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kill rhythm pralines&cream

please tell me if it was you who wrote that about pretending, or if it is a song or a poem from someone else or something. i just want to tell you that it is great, no matter who wrote it
020506
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pralines&cream yes, i wrote that, straight from my little brain. 020506
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p&c and thank you, btw

:)
020506
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blamethesky sometimes i pretend that i'm alive
it's great
020506
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Freak sometimes i pretend that i'm happy
it's great
020727
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daxle I won't pretend that I don't understand what's happening with my life, what's happening between me and you. I see the future. For the most part, I don't give a fuck. I don't think anything worse can happen to me than what's already happened. So ala fight club, having lost everything I am now free to do anything. 020727
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Jarec Pretend you didn't do it, you bastard...
You are such a fucking hypocrit!
You speak of your high morals and you code of ethics, but you continually break them over and over again...

Pretend that it didn't happen. Pretend that it will be ok.

You act like you love being you, but after what you've done, you must be pretending......
020831
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josie That it couldn't possibly have happened. Black it out. Get high, get drunk, burn the memories that made it all seem worthwhile. Postpone the grief till better times. Maybe i'll plant daffodils and violets today. 020831
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tentative pretend not to mind staying at home on a saturday night (not to mention thursday night and most of friday night) watching movies rather than going out.
pretend it's by choice and not because there's no one to go out, or even just hang out with.
pretend he didn't get the message, or maybe erased it before writing down the new phone number, so he can't call back.
pretend it's not pathetic to call the same person to go hang out with his friends and pretend they're mine too.
this is what I do.
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celestial im doing well
i have a life worth living
i love my family
i love my friends
i love myself

i care
i dont want to die
i care
i dont want to die
i care


its all a fucking show
im so goddamn fake
021117
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