midnight_digression
reue
_May 5th, 2005_
My
ironic
love
of
life
keeps
me
from
taking
others
.
A
precious
gift
that
noone
has
the
proper
capacity
to
remove
.
What
is
that
?
Solemn
faith
...
in
what
?
I
don't
rightfully
know
.
Not
quite
faith
though
,
more
akin
to
a
lack
of
faith
and
an
overwhelming
need
to
fill
that
hole
.
The
formation
of
a
moral
code
or
set
of
rules
to
drive
my
own
pathway
to
realization
?
Should
I
research
and
read
more
? Educate
myself
further
in
the
various
faiths
of
the
world
,
to
find
one
to
fill
that
role
?
No
,
by
that
act
alone
the
very
point
to
faith
is
lost
.
A
man
changes
for
his
God
,
a
God
doesn't
change
for
the
man
.
In
this
statement
,
which
I
judge
to
be
true
,
I
feel
that
I
am
to
be
forever
lost
.
050629
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