fogging_up fierce_otterpup it's coming back again, the pleasant face of mild interest and mild amusement i'm sure i'm mildly engaging at least when i'm angry i can be interesting in that frightening but childishly gothic kind of way, that also causes amusement, probably more amusement than the fog i don't want him to have fucked her in some ways i want him back i just like control i'm possessive and jealous and bossy and clingy and sad i want him to be hlding me but i don't want him to at all this morning it was all so clear, and now it's all as clear as fog grey and murky 040217 ... doubles fogging_up m_religion 070314 ... bord i'm bord.. no one here today. 070315 what's it to you? who go blather from