you_have_changed nandita I chanced upon a conversation we'd had. It was a long one, almost 2000. It ended with you saying that you're not afraid of me changing. There is happiness inside me to find that I do believe that. 091001 ... unhinged i contemplate it from time to time. or something i wrote years and lifetimes ago pops up here and it is thrown up in my face, the person i used to be. i think mostly it's for the good the way i've changed. occasionally, i realize how bitter and angry i am. but then i take a good breath and try to blow it all away. 091002 what's it to you? who go blather from