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nomme the scene of the moon and stars in the sky you looked up to when darkness was all surrounding morning nigh 030804
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ashmanzhou wish to something strong and true
wish to stars and gods and dreams
in patent unworthiness my soul
perforates my mind
and ruins my dreams with heavy handed hate

i wish how i wish i was
not me
i wish oh how i beg to be
not here but dead and uncared for
i plead oh how i pray to thee
go make me not be
not ever me
not ever we
but forever us

wishing dreaming making true
thouest is my only wish
thouest is my only dream
i would make a wish to thee
if only i wish true

eternity doth dreamst when we sing
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