these_words_i_write_keep_me_from_total_madness [RISC] something, anything noise lift dodge hide switch light off can't find, can't reach stop pulling me can't tries harder open wound poke dreams are salty dead drown in un-cried anguish 020925 ... sabbie teetering and wobbly dizzingly close some days 020925 ... . . 050712 ... iNsEcUrE_GoTh_GiRl sometimes i wonder if they don't drag me further in. 050713 ... thieums ...But it's only a matter of time... 050725 ... Doar brainflush 050726 ... spilt_milk 'cause i'm all alone and more than a little lost 050726 ... misstree venting the tea kettle oozing the abcess howling in rhythym and sorrow and yawping to be sure that i'm still alive in some way 050726 what's it to you? who go blather from