god's_math hsg i had a vision several years ago after ingesting a large amount of the neurotoxin MSG. i'm rather tired but perhaps i can sum it up. In my vision I was in Space. I was tiny. I realized soon that I was bacteria. Not given a choice there was an enormous task placed before me. I had to carry sand across the entire span of the universe one grain at a time. After a while I realized that I was piecing together an animal of greater intelligence. Some day I would become it. It was explained to me what suicide was. I had experienced it somehow for the purpose of learning. I found that life is like a marathon, that if one quits one simply has to start all over. One doesn't get to not run it. It's best to keep going. Finally, one remains awake as an animal of continuous_bliss. On the level of mathematics, you_are_made_of_patterns (bluether). Maybe an easier way of describing th is to look at your DNA as words or a story. That's you. That's your karma. You are simply information on what the conscious experience is like to make the choices that you do, to look at things in the way you do. If you remember many lifetimes or all lifetimes not just as people but as all conscious animations of spirit then you could realize that any life, or karma is simply a focus of thought. Imagine the petals of a flower which has a center. That center is the you. They(the petals)'re all you but the center is simultaneously aware of each possibility and able to travel into and out of each. ThIS happiness. Each petal is a life. On each petal there are more petals. The further into detail you go the faster time moves, the more in_trick_it the dream becomes. It is much like clicking a link on blather, new_dream_network. It's a joy to know your true self. Once there though, I've seen compassion as learning_to_sew kind threads, threads of instruction and guidance so that when others (simply you at a differenti'me and place) are on the "outskirts" or the outer_petals they can find their way back to center_and_peace with greater ease and less pain. No matter what spot you're at you always do eventually find peace. It is to alleviate the lostness and fear yet not limit someone's choice that matters. Blue's tunnels_in_every_direction describes this model a bit. But that was a different vision. I call it math because that's what it is to me. Like the way particles can dance to music and take a certain shape, or how iron_filings can outline the electromagnetic_field of a magnet. I have seen that things vibrate in a distinct pattern of increasing complexity and that throughout the process those things are actually aware of their experience! ThIS what we experience as life! Time as we know it disappears when we're at peace. Th is whI can only see bliss_as_eternal. The universe, the Great_Spirit, the spirit_that_moves_in_all_things, the electromagnetic energy in the form of patterns and waves which in fact is conscious will simply not rest until it is happy... forever. thIS your intelligence. This is pure reality. this is spirit. th is pure it. this is a play of fullness. all_that_is is playfulness. 090528 ... auburn This was/is a good way to start my morning. 090528 ... hsg that's the idea :-) all_that_is is playfulness this is a play of fullness thIS play of allness Display_of_allness 090528 ... no reason i like your chaotic wordplay :) 090528 ... hsg my_words_love_to_play 090529 ... jane i love this 090529 ... hsg see? "I've seen compassion as learning_to_sew kind threads, threads of instruction and guidance so that when others (simply you at a differenti'me and place) are on the "outskirts" or the outer_petals they can find their way back to center_and_peace with greater ease and less pain. No matter what spot you're at you always do eventually find peace. It is to alleviate the lostness and fear yet not limit someone's choice that matters." thesewards ALL so love you. all_love_view (blue) 090530 ... hsg those "outskirts" ... imagine that flower as a wheel of life or a food chain. as suffering approachezero, ie when dying (or to the ego "giving_one's_effort_freely") becomes play, just_another_game then the flux of the whole system increases approaching the speed_of_unconditional_light (SOUL). so all points_of_awareness, points_of_you are flashing before your eyes faster and faster (because the conscious experience of each animal is holographically imprinted in its DNA). there begins an overlap of awareness of adjacent lives at first, then each life is known in each other life. thIS perfect compass_i_on. i use my write_mind in wordplay. it's about the overlap. it's about letter sharing, the_story_of_my_life. when the spirit is clear, accurate, all_things_are_play_tools not unlike how to the martial_heartist all things are weapons_of_peace this_word is harpened, peace by piece_fully mastering_the_art_of_effort (blue) learning to dance into and out of all patterns is the will to dream. from the center_of_th_AT_flower your will to travel petals is innocence knowledge of how to return is wisdom (a kindnecessary) peaceful_heart_warrior's_pure_it (blue) maintains both. (( the term peaceful_warrior is attributed to way_of_the_peaceful_warrior ((( a book that changes people's lives ))) by dan_millman )) ((( (( ( 0 ) )) ))) 090530 ... hsg and the playctice of attention continues... spellcheck: (((( a_book_that_changes_lives )))) 090530 ... . . 120928 what's it to you? who go blather from