waves
belly fire
of
nausea
my
appetite
has
been
suppressed
again
for
another
week
and
I
guess
it's
not
so
much
pain
or
discomfort
as
an
overwhelming
feeling
of
emptiness
my
body
feels
deprived
and
stark
again
this
is
not
unfamiliar territory
for
me
but
it
couldn't
come
at
a
worse
time
I
need
to
see
a
doctor
soon
...and
at
least
get
some
answers
god
damn
it
my
belly
is
on
fire
again
I
doubt
that
warm
,
sweaty
palms
could
put
it
out
this
time
030415
...
poseidon
waves'crescent
peak
my
vantage
and
prominent
beak
the
sweet
stilling pulses
my
heart
and
luxury
breathing
to
stand
to
still
at
beach
and
keel
to
my
rhythm
weeping
and
the
child's thrill
I
ebb
to
flow
increase
to
fall
and
never
grow
deepening
and
emblazoning
the
surety
of
every
spill
in
the
hand
of
sands
the
waves
they
kill
,
my
end
the
border shore
willing
I
land
in
my
deep
cradle
once
more
031216
...
endless desire
waves
of
sadness
waves
of
joy
waves
of
comfort
waves
of
grief
life
hits
her
in
waves.
she
sits
on
the
beach
building
her
castle
with
dreams
placed
in
each
grain
of
sand
and
as
she
sits
and
builds
in
the
summer
sun
waves blindside
her
with
water
of
every
deadly
sort
.
of
every
heavy
sort
.
of
every
destructive
,
manipulative
sort
.
she
might
pray
to
god
or
the
salt
in
the
sea
but
she
still
lies
there
helpless
oh
let
her
be
.
031216
...
nom)
i
was
going
to
say
:
of
nausea
051001
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
