restless_world birdmad i would almost kill for just a brief instance of stasis. i lose my footing against the centrifugal force of the constant rotation, i am flung of into space the second the world stops torning next stop, the vanishing_point 020819 ... amy i have two windowsills in my basement room. there are objects there representing the polarity i wish to perceive in my life. the negative pole is close to where i sleep, the positive pole is close to the books and music. the negative pole is opposite a Japanese garden calendar and my desk and my computer. yesterday, while walking, i picked up a playing card off the ground - the jack of clubs. back in my room, i placed it next to the sunflower. 020820 ... . . 041228 what's it to you? who go blather from